PUBLIC SERVICE ANOUNCEMENT

HERE ARE THE FACTS

So, my feathers have been ruffled. I'm about to speak, and I'm not holding back. This is what's going on, on my side of the world this battle is brewing on. Aside from all the updates I have to post, this is the most breaking news.

As you may know, Brent beat me up. I took him to court. Our entire relationship is recorded here on DA: [link] (go farther back for more)

What you may not know is that he is now dating one of out fellow DA members, Amanda, aka Likkachi. don't you think that if this is how you met a guy who has a history, you'd walk away: [link] (her journal on him calling her, I know it's him because he has a ' personality ' named steve). It really bothers me to think she was scarred shittless, and then suddenly is dead inlove with the guy.

I'm not saying he's an overall through and through stalker, but I know that he's stalked me, and even tried to make my friend suffer for it. Back when I was living in Deerfield with some friends, we has a party for a buddy going to Iraq. durning those nights, we heard some one in the woods throughing rocks at us, and by the second night, the boys were chasing who ever it was through the woods. By the thrid night, there were sighting of a vehicle, and all fingers point towards brent.

The guy is a pathological liar, and for any one that reads my journals, you'll recall an entry and a poem posted here that is titled 'You Know Who You Are...'. I was informed by some one who worked side by side with him the true reason he was booted off the department, not the fluffy crap he fed me. I live a year and two months of nothing but a lie. and what do I have for it? nothing. He owes me over $1600 for all the times I had to pay his mother for him when he stole cash from her, when he needed gas or paintball crap. He screwed me into buying Jethro, he screwed me out of some of my belongings, he fucked with my head and left me metally crippled, and to top it off, he beat the shit out of me. There's no kidding that, you can go to Northwood NH and ask the police to see the report file, along with the picture of the huge bruises he left on me.

He scrapped away with 12 months of diversion classes and I didn't even get my restrainning order.. why? because he's charming, and his charm captures his victims, who of course, is every one else on this planet that hasn't already been raped by his needs.

Likkachi contacted me about two weeks ago, asked for my side of what happened that day. I even have a witness who saw the whole conversation. I saved it, and I swear to you I did not edit any of it, it's the raw deal:

(likkachi) "hey
remember me?
(me) "kinda"
(likkachi) "hmm
what do you remember?"
(me) "DA?"
(likkachi) "that's a start
there's more"
(me) "oh yeah"
(likkachi)"?
do tell"
(me) "you were friends with brent?"
(likkachi) "hmm
perhaps"
(me) "fireman71"
(likkachi) "perhaps"
(me) "so what's up?"
(likkachi) "stuff kinda things
brent kinda things
I'm just curious as to what made you guys break up, for my own knowledge
I'm dating him
and he's told me, but I want to know your side too
kaya
?"
(me) "so he told you my name
okay"
(likkachi) "kaya...I knew you first silly
you told me about him on DA"
(me) "right
forgot"
(likkachi) "it's ok"
(me) "We had arguement over him working on my truck, which he broke 2 days eariler. So I said no. And he got rough with me, refusing to let me leave until he worked on my truck. So I was getting aggrivated. Then his mother butted in, and in HIS futration, he hit her telling her to go away. So I was feeling threatened. and after 15 minuted worth the stand off, he made the mistake of saying I would never hit him. So I took a swing and missed his big nose by nearly half an inch. and then he grabbed me by the throat and threw me down on the seat of my truck. throttled me a few good times, then grabbed me by my shoulders, threw me seven feet from my truck. He then grabbed my cell and my truck key, and headed inside. We ended up in the kitchen, I was crying by now, and when I realised I wasn't getting my keys back, I started heading downstairs so I could at least walk somewhere safe. but he chased me down the stairs, grabbed me from behind on the shoulders and whipped me around,throwing me into a wall. The bench press bar on the wall stabbed me in the lower spine. His father thought we were slamming the doors, that's how hard he threw me into the wall, so his dad came down to break up the fight, and I got my cell and keys and drove away
but that's not the first time he's put his hands on me
and he's raped me too, he won't admit it, but when I said no, and and he had his way any way, that's rape
happy now? it's not as glamorous as what he's probably told you, did he tell you about the 'knife' I pulled on him or how I was 'intoxicated'?"
(likkachi) "no"
(me) "he's a pathalogical liar, and I'm not saying this for my own good"
(likkachi) "I didn't expect you to"
(me) "I'm not the only girl he's raped either"
(likkachi) "in truth, I didn't expect you to even want to talk to me after I told you I'm with him
I don't want to hear anymore
please"
(me) "no, I will talk to anyone that confided in him, only to warn them of what terror he brings in his wake
just keep it all in mind
he's not a nice guy"
(likkachi) "I know"
(me) "has he done anything to you?"
(likkachi) "nothing I haven't asked"
(me) "yet
took almost a year for him to start being cruel"
(likkachi) "if he does abuse me, it won't be the first guy to do it
and won't be the last"
(me) "bad philosophy"
(likkachi) "but true"
(me) "all you will ever get is trash, if that's all you ever see
I know you can do better, and deserve much better, just from looking at your art
you can be smarter, you just choose to be blind, like I myself once did
I wish you the best of luck, and tell douchebag I said Fuck you"


So, as you can see, stupid people that like to be victims, bother me. It bothers me to know they like to suffer, and think they still have rights to pitty.

but that's not what bugged me. I brood when I'm on my period, and happened to be thinking of the conversation, and was wondering how she was doing. So I pop over to her page: [link]

and to my surprize, this is what I find in her journals:


[link]

[link]

So you can see why I'm fired up. After all I do to help people and they just keep shitting on me. Believe me or not, but I've been completely honest in this journal, and my conversation with Amanda was nothing but good intent to educate.

I'm pissed now.

I invite you, feel free to leave them messages, or don't. I don't control any one, and they can do as they please, no matter how STUPID a choice it is.

Updated:
very soon after this journal was posted, Brent removed all journals, although my dear frined mage and vouch that they existed, removed all the deviations he had, and he also blocked me and finally just stopped watching me. HAha, nothing like posing that you don't look like a stalked to be one. I'm not dumb. the eyes are every where. I'm not impressed, or upset... only amused.

Likkachi sent me this:

There's no need to send me links like I'm ignorant to your journal, and there was no reason to post my name in your journal. I left no links in my journal for a reason. I did not tell people you were on here. I'm clearly in the wrong for just wanting to take some anger out and unfortunately you were on the receiving end. The intent was not to ruffle anyones feathers or anything. Simply venting. Not to sound rude or anything, but now I really do have no desire to talk to you after this. Feel free to reply, but I've said my fair share and it was simply out of stress with no actual threat behind it. I'm sorry you took it the wrong way. Have a nice day.

this wa my reply:

well, you shouldn't have posted my name in yours first, and you started this. Don't forget that. Don't fuck with a Juggalo.

She replied:

I fucked with no one. That's why it's called ranting. And your names not in my journal, I made sure of that when I posted it.


So I promptly told her:

bullshit. I'm not going to argue with you, you can go play your mind games and edit all you want, it was there, and I have a friend that knows it was there too.. I'm done with this, I'm done trying to help you, you stupid thick headed victim, I hope you like the can of worms you've opened, because it's the one you'll be living in for the rest of you life if you can't open your big dumb eyes.

Oh, and don't come crawling back when he finaly does hurt you. I know he will, it's his nature.




You know, I was just worried about her, just checking in on a fellow DA, and this is what happens.